Friday, October 18, 2024

Colonel James E. Bean


My youth was spent before I reached the age of 30 years old.  I just came out of a divorce in 1989.

I finished college too. I was dead broke, with no direction and destination to roam to so I traveled 

back to my hometown of Bardstown to start all over again. I got a job at a Japanese Auto plant 

and I worked the second shift which I loved since at the time I was a night owl but I had bills

and no money. I only slept for 5 or 6 hours at night, I got in at midnight from work, showered 

and watched The Twilight Zone, I had a nice color television by my bed and always, like clock--

work, I dozed off after The Twilight Zone went off the air. 

I had to find a second job, I ran into my old buddy Dink Thompson who was delivering wood

trim who was coming out of Handy Food Mart. I said, “Do you need any help in the mornings?”

He said, “Yes, I do.”  I told him I could help him 4 or 5 hours a day in the mornings because I 

I worked the second shift at another job.  I told him I'll meet him here at Handy Food Mart 

tomorrow at 7:00. We exchanged goodbyes and went our separate ways. 

Next morning, I rolled out of bed and was dead tired but I made a commitment to Dink and myself.

I drove down to Handy Food Mart, it’s about five miles, or five-minute drive. I parked my car on 

the side of the store, and strolled in and poured me a coffee cup from the coffee dispenser. I sat down  

in the cafeteria.


Wednesday, October 2, 2024

The Mornings Are Hell

The mornings bring their misery and reassurance 

of my life’s decline, hollow the marrow of life, empty

the cup of hope and filled the plate of despair. 

  Herding Cretan milk goats and chanting Greek verses  to poly gods, writers ascribe  to the pastoral hymns of sorrow where time’s the thief...